Tuesday, May 27, 2008

nth much...

another westlife song...hehe...this song is rather unforgettable...even after so many years...it still soothes the ear...hehe...i dunno whether u ppl remember the song...but i believe most of you do...

Swear It Again

I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go

Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they're lying


Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know

Have just given up, they wanna let it go

But we're still trying


So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I

Just you and I


Chorus:
I'm never gonna say goodbye

Cos I never wanna see you cry

I swore to you my love would remain

And I swear it all over again and I

I'm never gonna treat you bad

Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain

And I swear it all over again

All over again


Some people say

That everything has got its place in time

Even the day must give way to the night

But I'm not buying

Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me

You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye

But even if we try

There are something's in this life won't be denied

Won't be denied


Chorus


The more I know of you is the more I know I love you

And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
The more that you love me, the more that I know

Oh that I'm never gonna let you go

Gotta let you know that I


Chorus

neway...nth much happen today...nth much that can be posted about...haha...yeah...will be having my last driving lesson tomorrow before my real exam that will take place the following week...so...wish me luck...yeah...eyes are practically startin to droop down d...tryin my best to not fall asleep...hehe...yup...tat's all for the day...

Monday, May 26, 2008

cakes and smiles...

yeah...i went thru this blog...n every single thing she baked look so scrumptious and tempting...if you wan, you can check out this blog...cookingismypassion.blogspot.com/...n here are some of the cakes i found...it realli caught my attention...if onli i could bake like tat...wait...if onli i can even bake a cake...haha...so...feed your eyes with this heavenly sight...













yup...they are all cakes...for real...i would realli wanna have one of those cakes for my birthday...hehe

neway, movin on...yeah...someone sounds frustrated...n i'm worried for her...she juz dun seem to tell me stuff...so, i'll eventually find out later...so much later...now i'm feelin like a jerk for not being able to be there for her like how she was always there for me...neway, no matter wat, i'll alwiz be here for you...i'll be all ears and i'll offer you my best hugs whenever you need me...smile k...

urm...some quotes and diagnosis from the *cough* *whispers* famous *cough* dr beh...

A smile can brighten the darkest day. ~Author Unknown

psychologist beh says -
juz find a way to smile when you are down n everything will seem to look different(in a good way)...or maybe u can juz contact me...n i'll find all ways available to make you smile again...

It takes seventeen muscles to smile and forty-three to frown. ~Author Unknown


dr beh says -
by smiling, you will use up less energy...therefore, you will be able to save your energy by not frowning and then use it for gym later in the day...this way...u don't have to rest so much...hehe...but this reason is not usable as an excuse...muahahaha...

conclusion: juz smile, my little one...

smile k...like little pocoyo...

or maybe like this little kitten...okee??

luv ya!!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

random...

Westlife's newest song...

Something Right

Never thought that I'd so inspired
Never thought that I'd find the higher truth
I believed that love was overrated
'Till the moment I found you

Now baby I know I don't deserve
The love you give me
But now I understand that

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right

It's because of you I feel so lifted
I've been looking at my life from higher ground
Never thought I'd be so elated
You're the one that turned it all around

Now baby, I didn't know myself
Until you changed me
And made me understand that

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right
Oohhh

And baby I know I don't deserve the love you give me
But I don't really care, cause

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Doing something right (Doing something right)

Doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Must be doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

I dunno y...but somehow...i've alwiz liked most of westlife's songs...since the band started till now...i never did get bored of their songs...maybe it's the lyrics or maybe the tunes that mesmerized me...hahaha...

neway...went for pra test...i passed...hehe...sure pass right...i so cekap in driving...hahaha...neway...missed out a few points...so i'll have to improve in those aspects before sittin for my real test...oh ya...i was reading thru the evaluation paper...n there was 2 boxes that caught my attention...yeah...one of the boxes was labelled lulus...n the other was labelled kandas...it's pretty weird tho...i tot they would name it gagal...but instead..it was kandas...it made it sound as tho the car terkandas ke dalam longkang...if they put kandas...y not replace it with babas...so it'll sound like ur car terbabas ke dalam gaung...neway...i've no idea wat i'm talkin about...


the colourful laptops...

movin on...my dad ordered a laptop for me...i tink the model is inspiron 1420...he kept askin me wat colour i wanted...the first colour i picked was yellow...but dad gave the face...so i wanted to choose white...once again the face...then dad gave a statement...he advised not to choose light coloured laptops...the light coloured laptops available was pink, yellow, green and white...so...i narrow the colour choices down...n i'm left with dark blue, black, red and brown...so...my final decision for my laptop was....RED...





haha...yup...it's ruby red...ain't tat strikin...haha...it has webcam, wireless connection, card reader(i tink) n some other stuff la...yeah...so i'm now waitin for it to arrive...but it wun be so fast la...

yup...tat's all i guess...

kjf mpwft zpv...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

cross breeding...


haha...this is wat i do when i'm dead bored...no offence la...but i was rather sleepy n bored during block classes...maybe it's due to the stuffiness of the auditorium...the fans were turning at such a slow speed and there's no air conditioning...was practically fanning myself away...thus...i took up cross breeding...haha...i created 4 species of animals...

1st - fish + chicken = chish
2nd - rabbit + cat = cabbit
3rd - duck + dolphin = dolck
4th - dog + pig = pog

hahaha...yeah...today was another busy day...had another meeting...then rushed for tuition...reached home at 6...din rest at all...n now i'm here...hehehe...neway...teachers' day is tomorrow...hope everything goes accordin to plan...

oh ya...i appealed for matricks...n once again...i was turned down...sob...nvm...i shall try my luck in f6...at least i'm used to the environment d...

tat's all for today...cya...

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

cool song...

this is a rather meaningful song...features a lot of malaysian singers...for example...

afdlin shauki, awie, ning baizura, atilia, jaclyn victor, reshmonu, pete teo, jason lo, klg sqwad, altimet, suki, daniel lee, nikki palikat, melina william

Here In My Home

Hold on brother hold on
The road is long. We’re on stony ground
But I’m strong. You ain’t heavy

Oh there’s a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don’t bind, oh no.
What do they know? They speak falsely.

Chorus:
Here in my home
I’ll tell you what its all about
There’s just one hope here in my heart
One Love undivided
That’s what it’s all about
Please won’t you fall in one by one by one [with me]?

Push back sister won’t you push back?
Love won’t wait. Just keep pushing on.
Yes I’m strong. You ain’t heavy.

Oh don’t you worry about that…
What we have the shadows can’t deny
Don’t you know it’s now or never?

Rap:
[Malay: TRANSLATED]
Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion

[Chinese: TRANSLATED]
Hand in hand we’ll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people hope we’ll find peace forever

[Tamil: TRANSLATED]
May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed

[English]
So I will let it be known yes I feel it in my bones
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home
Sing!

- Words & Music by Pete Teo featuring rap by KLG Sqwad &
Altimet. copr Redbag Music 2008. All Rights Reserved -

yup...nice music...

unlucky me...

sobs...dunno y la...have been rather unlucky these few days...

1st scenario
went to melaka...went to a'famosa water theme park...walked barefooted around the hot sandy ground...came home with 2 big blisters on the soles of my feet

2nd scenario
was comin down the lecture hall stairs...wasn't payin attention...missed one step...sprained my ankle...n now i'm limpin away...

3rd scenario
was doin the teacher's day stuff...carried the box...walked around...n i dropped my name tag somewhr...so...i lost my name tag...n i'm gonna get fined RM2...sob...thr goes my 2 ringgit

neway...thank God i'm still living...haha...i shall not be annoyed n disturbed by my unluckiness...

oh ya...i achieve my goal of makin 120 handmade cards...with the help of 20 girls...yeah...they were all a blessin...don't worry...we shall reward you ppl...juz wanna say THANK YOU for lending a hand and puttin ur heart in for this project...i appreciate ur help very very much...so do the comittee members

ah...how's f6 life??? till now...it's rather fun...workin with a group of guys and a few girls...real fun...seriously guys will alwiz be guys...realli hilarious la...they practically love to create pranks...esp for teachers...but overall...they are better than i expected them to be...i tot they were gonna be hooligans or monkeys...but...like ppl alwiz say..never judge a book by it's cover...

yeah...we had orientation last week...we will having block classes this entire week...and teachers' day is gonna be on fri...will be plannin to go back to mgs...visit some of the teachers n definately my kiddy....haven been seeing her in ages...

overall comment bout f6 : it's not tat bad after all

sleepy...hehe...but no worries...i will stay awake...i hope...

Sunday, May 11, 2008

another disappointment...

once again...i'm disappointed...but eventually...i din realli put much hopes on it...yeah..i'm talkin bout jpa scholarships...i didn't get...i didn't succeed to get...isn't tat saddening...many of them din get too...haihz...tat's life...wat can i say...or shall i say...wat can i possibly do...i'm not lucky or qualified enough...i guess...

so...f6, here i come...n dun worry...i'll be around for a long time...

Saturday, May 10, 2008

tuition misunderstandings...

yup...tuition misunds...hv been goin to tuition at the wrong time n wrong days...

1st scenario - Wednesday
i was supposed to go for chemistry tuition...sumhow...i remembered very clear when i registered, i was told tat the tuition starts at 3pm...so my mum rushed me thr at 2 sumthin...when i reached the tuition centre...the clerk said tat it starts at 5.30pm...at the beginning...i thought tat they have informed me the wrong time...so i took out my phone n checked...n eventually...it was my mistake...so....i buat bodoh n paid my fees...n then...i had to call my mum to turn back n fetch me from the tuition centre...haha...so malu ler

2nd scenario - today
ok...i skipped biology class on tuesday due to a very bad stomach cramp...so i planned to replace it today...from 10.30 am - 12.00pm...as it was stated on the paper my mum received from the tuition centre...so..i went to the tuition centre...took the eerie lift up 4 floors...n ended up in front of the tuition centre...when i reached the centre...the door was closed...n thr was this big paper on the door...n guess wat?? saturday class for biology didn't even exist...saddening eh? so...to confirm...i went n try opening the door...i suceeded to open but couldn't close it back...so i tried slammin the door back...as i was slammin...i heard some lady shoutin...dahla the place so spooky...n i'm all alone...i heard the voice...i was walkin to the lift d...then i saw the door open...so...i went to the door...n guess wat i saw???? haha...i saw a lady...haha...wat did you expect me to see?? neway...tat lady said thrs no saturday class...so...i quickly grabbed my phone n called my dad to turn back n fetch me again...saddening eh??

therefore...

lesson for the day : always call the tuition centre to be sure of the time and day before going all the way thr

Friday, May 9, 2008

chubby...

sob...tat's wat my sis have been sayin in my face these few days...she said i'm very chubby...sob sob...n i admit tat i'm chubbier d...so...i'll have to lose the chubbiness in f6...sob

neway...today was my last day for my volunteerin work in MGS...yeah...rather saddenin ler...wun be seeing the teachers n surely wun be seeing my little kiddy nemore...sob...things will get a little different d...yeah...i felt so guilty today...coz Pn Murizan actually got me a baju kurung...so 'pai seh' ler...she has been belanja-ing me a lot...n now summore buy baju kurung...make me feel so bad ni for not being able to help her anymore...neway...i gave her a hug before leaving la...it's the least i can give...i also gave my little kiddy a hug...yeah...wun be able to check out n chat with her for quite some time...neway...kiddy had her interview today...for some leadership camp thing...the same camp tat joanna ooi joined last year...yeah...tat camp...yup...kiddy went for interview...i also dunno whether is it a good thing if she gets to go for the camp...it is for a month, i tink...overseas...haiyo...dahla she is havin her crucial exam year...neway...juz hope for the best for her...wateva happens...i'll support her fully...und, kiddy?? juz remember to study hard n get me those A's i want...haha...

neway...i din go for driving nor tuition...i went for a hair cut...haha...i'm feelin rather bald now...the hairdresser keep cuttin my hair ni...now not much hair left...haha...n i look weird...n chubbier...sob...yeah...after haircut...was shoppin time...went n buy my uniform n shoes...hehe...oh ya...i was soaked wet today...due to the heavy rain in thr...so soggy...luckily din fall sick...haha...after shoppin...we went n buy donuts from Big Apple...it's smaller than Dunkin Donuts tho...but it is softer compared to Dunkin Donuts...bought 6 for RM 9.50...not bad la...rather yummy...

neway...tat's all for today...

Monday, May 5, 2008

goodbye...

yeah...goodbye...oops...dun be mistaken...i'm not leaving home or country...i'm juz sayin goodbye to my leisure time that i've been living in for the past few months...sob sob...the weeks to come will be real hectic...will be havin tuition everyday ler...let me tell you a little about my daily tuitions tat are yet to come...

Sunday : Chemistry (1st place)
Monday : Maths
Tuesday : Biology...for now...it might be replaced by Pengajian Am
Wednesday : Chemistry (1st place)
Thursday : Maths
Friday : Chemistry (2nd place)
Saturday : till now...none...but Bio might shift here....

so...yeah...goodbye to all the times i spent lazing around...sob

neway...checked the JPA website again...it was stated last month tat results for scholarship will be out on the 2nd week of May...but now...it is stated that the results will be out in mid of May...so...i'll have to test my patience n wait...but eventually...to think bout it...what are the chances that i'll get?? hmm...better not put any high hopes on tat...i'll just hope for the best...

yeah...f6 will be startin soon...i've washed my school bag together with my pencil case...n ironically...i forgotten to wash my shoes...yeah...one of the most important asset...i hardly remembered that i actually have a pair of unwashed shoes hidden in the cupboard...haha...till sei mun reminded me bout shoes...neway...for your information...my shoes don't stink...they are aired...n fairly clean...but still i'll have to wash it this week...or it'll never dry on time...

i'm currently hoping for rain...due to the heat wave...haha...

me <3 u

Saturday, May 3, 2008

tired eyes...

these few days haven been great...but...i'm still livin...my eyes are small...n they can barely open...but thankfully...kiddy was there for me...thanks dear...

neway...enuf with the sadness...i've been goin back to school these few days...haha...oh ya, f6 list is out d...i was busy typin the names n ic no for the offer letters...haha...eventually i finished 200 names in a day...haha...fast eh? sometimes it gives me satisfactory to help someone...i dunno...some students think i'm real stupid...they give me glares n start whispering y i would want to come back to school everyday...i could be stayin in bed...lazing around n sleepin till the sun is high in the sky...but instead...i wake up early in the morn to go to the compound i've been wanderin in for the last 11 years...neway, to me...it's fun...to juz go to school n see who nids help....and to see the teachers' smiles when i help lighten their burdens...altho it's a small thing to me...but it might be a big help for them...yeah...another hidden reason y i want to go back to school to help is also because i want to check out on kiddy...see whether she does anythin horny in school...haha...

oh ya...one more thing bout helpin out...u get loads of free food...haha...have been gettin a cup of milo ais everyday with my egg sandwich courtesy of Pn Murizan...felt realli guilty for spending her money...but hte thing is she doesn't allow me to pay...i shall juz repay her kindness one day...ah...talkin bout food...the teachers brought me out for lunch yesterday...the brought me to some 'Ginger Kitchen' in greentown...they are hilarious...we took Pn Rose's car...n when we were in the car...they started fortune tellin...n when we passed by the MB's house..Cik Lai started sayin..."tengok, rumah husbandku" haha...they did a lot of crazy stuff la...yeah..we ate lunch...n then they drop me off at my tuition centre...yeah...they are one bunch of cool teachers...oh ya...ms lai was also plannin her retirement day...she's gonna get my cousin to look for me n send her the OSIM chair she alwiz wanted as a retirement gift...haha...i realli have to start savin now to get tat chair...haha

neway...read the newspapers today...i saw the pic whr ppl of Afghanistan have to buy stale bread to survive...yeah...this is because the price of flour have been increasin...due to the scarce supply...the amount of rice is also gettin less by the day...wat is the world comin to...

yeah...talkin bout the world...read this news bout a man...in Austria

Monday April 28, 2008

Austrians shocked over latest "horror house"

By Sylvia Westall

VIENNA (Reuters) - Austrians expressed shock and horror on Monday after police arrested a 73-year-old man they say imprisoned and abused his daughter in a windowless basement for 24 years and fathered seven children with her.

Police said on Sunday the woman, identified as 42-year-old Elisabeth F, told them her father Josef lured her into the basement of the block where they lived in the town of Amstetten in 1984, and drugged and handcuffed her before imprisoning her.

Three of her children were locked up since birth in the basement of the drab, grey building along with their mother and had never seen sunlight or received any education, police said.

The case unfolded when a 19-year-old girl -- the oldest of the three -- became seriously ill and was hospitalised.

Doctors appealed for the girl's mother, who was believed to have disappeared, to come forward to provide more details about her medical history.

Josef then brought Elisabeth and her remaining two children out of the basement, telling his wife that their "missing" daughter had chosen to return home, police said.

Elisabeth agreed to make a "comprehensive statement" detailing her ordeal to the police after being assured she would have no further contact with her father, who she said abused her from the age of 11.

"This is not a mother abandoning her child which then had to be admitted to hospital in a serious condition," Franz Polzer, head of the criminal investigations unit in the province of Lower Austria, told broadcaster ORF.

"We know that she herself has been kept imprisoned by her own father for 24 years in the basement and furthermore she obviously was also subjected to sexual abuse."

Newspaper headlines called the case the "crime of a monster" and the "worst crime of all times" and stories questioned authorities and residents of Amstetten, 130 km west of Vienna, for failing to notice "the martyrdom in the horror house" under their feet.

SHAME

The case was the more shocking because it was reminiscent of that of Austrian Natascha Kampusch who spent eight years locked up in a windowless cell before escaping in August 2006.

"The community of Amstetten, including its population, should drown in shame. ... Just like in Strasshofen with Mr Priklopil (the man who kidnapped Kampusch). The neighbours are very thoroughly looking away," the Oesterreich newspaper wrote in an editorial.

"Obviously it was more convenient to look away from the neglected house then questioning its fabulous inhabitant of what he was doing behind his walls," it added.

The daily Der Standard wrote: "The whole country must ask itself just what is really, fundamentally going wrong."

Josef's wife Rosemarie had been unaware of what happened to her daughter when she disappeared in 1984 and it was assumed Elisabeth had left voluntarily when her parents received a letter from her saying they should not search for her.

But all the while Elisabeth was being held in what Polzer described as a sophisticated network of chambers with facilities for sleeping, cooking and washing.

Elisabeth gave birth to seven children, one of whom died shortly after being born, police said.

Three of the younger children were brought up by Josef and his wife after they were left at the building where the couple lived. The first child was accompanied by a note from Elisabeth saying she was unable to care for the baby herself.

Three others, including the two eldest aged 18 and 19, and the youngest, aged 5, had been locked up in the basement with their mother since birth.

After Elisabeth and her children emerged, Josef, an electrical engineering technician by training, told investigators how to enter their basement prison through a hidden door operated by secret code, police said.

"There was a shelf with plenty of cans and containers, and behind the shelf was a door made of reinforced concrete, secured electronically and running on steel rails, and only the suspect knew the code," said local official Heinz Lenze.

Authorities were still searching the cellar early on Monday, the Austrian press agency APA reported, adding that some of the rooms were no more than 1.70 metres high.

Rosemarie, as well as Elisabeth and her children, were receiving psychological counselling. DNA samples of all those involved were taken and would be analysed, police said.

Copyright © 2008 Reuters

what ppl will do these days...it's real saddening...

Thursday, May 1, 2008

i drove...

haha...yeah...i drove yesterday...told tat guy to fetch me from MGS...n this uncle...to my disappointment...he doesn't noe whr is MGS...instead...he went to PGS to wait for me...then i told him to find a school near AIA...he still couldn't see it...so he parked opposite AIA...pathetic rite??

neway, he started driving...n thru out the entire journey...he was driving at 20km/h...imagine how slow was that...i was suppose to start lesson at 12...but he took 30 min to find the school and 15 minutes to drive all the way to station 18...so slow la...n worse...he is a smoker...he was smokin in the car...n he din on the air-con...so, i almost died in tat little kancil...realli no air...i was thinkin to myself...at the rate he smokes...i tink i'm gonna die of lung cancer sooner or later...y am i gonna die??? this is because i am the 2nd hand smoker...n accordin to facts, 2nd hand smokers face a higher risk of gettin lung cancer compared to 1st hand smoker...

ok...as i was sayin...he was driving like a tortoise to station 18...yeah...u might be wonderin y is he bringin me to station 18?? i had no idea...when he started turnin to station 18...i freaked out...n then when he slowly drive to some abandoned buildin site...i was freaked out more...y i freaked out?? u noe y?? i tell you...he din have the kind look on him...he has a little horny look on him...n my mum juz told me to be careful with the driving instructors...n when he brought me to an abandoned buildin site...imagine how i wud feel...i was practically plannin ways to escape if anythin happens...n when i said anything...i meant 'ANYTHING'...u betta not ask me wat is anythin...juz imagine wat is ur impression when some unknown stranger takes u to a secluded place...wat can possibly happen...

BUT, thankfully...i am safe n sound...he din do anything to me...he juz decently tot me all the crap and let me start driving around tat area...then....it was real driving...hehe...i drove to the big road...haha...when i said big...it was big...n he called me to drive on this long stretch of road...it was fun...juz pressin the oil...changin the gear till gear 4...hehe...n luckily no cows run across the road when i saw the 'lembu melintas' sign...imagine me bangin onto a cow...tat would be traumatic...and gruesome...haha...neway...i drove all the way to Batu Gajah and back to my grandma's house...without any accidents or mishaps...*touch wood* haha...i'm alive ler...so is the driving instructor...so...praise the Lord for keepin me alive...haha...

overall : i'm pretty good in driving...haha...