exhausted...

i'm realli feelin the tiredness and pressure in f6...have been realli stressing myself a lot...ppl say tat i'm no more like myself...i too feel tat i'm not realli myself...tat's juz too much stuff in mind...i'm worried bout everything...i'm worried tat i joined too much stuff and i'm worried tat i wun be smart enough...i have rather tough competition this year...it realli makes me feel like pullin all my hair...my life has been more miserable since i known my new 'best friend'...it realli kills my mind ler...i'm even stressing myself too much...life is no more the same...

neway...after a long stressful week...i went and smash some balls...haha...yeah...went and play badminton with my f6 frens...guys and girls...got to noe the guys more...they are a cool bunch of ppl...but eventually...they made so much noise...practically the whole shop could hear us laughin and talkin...the lunch ain't cheap too...yeah....carina did some obscene thing...tsk tsk...yeah...she's been rather close to someone lately...and everybody realises it...and i was like the 'lamp post'...haha...mun teng is with her 'sons'...one on her left and one on her right...but eventually...mun teng pays more attention to her elder 'son'...haha...farny...hmmm....sei mun is also havin somethin with someone who sat opposite her...hahaha...i'm so doomed for giving this statements...yeah...the guys made some realli gay actions...

joined ping pong comp tat day...won one round...could have win second round if i wasn't so careless...sigh...nvm...yeah...the next comp i'm joinin is chess...haha...our group's name is check-mates...we're doomed...sure kena checkmate...

tat's all for now...*yawn*

down with flu...

yeah...i'm currently sick...sob...havin flu...n a little feverish...together with the cough...neway...yeah...school was a little tiring these few days...realized that i'm too naif...i shud probably listen to others...never judge a book by its cover...somehow...i dun realli noe how to judge someone thru first impression...i onli noe their true colours once i get to noe them betta...but it's too late...i shud have learnt my lesson the first time...but eventually...i trust ppl too easily...n see wat i've got myself into...hmmm...lessons of life...

neway...i went to kl the other day...so...i wud like to post some pics up...

here are some from aquaria:

jaws...

some sting ray fish...i tink

corals and fishes...

turtles...

eels...cute little ones..

here are some from the eye of malaysia...(specially posted for ms mun teng)

kl's view

another nice scenery...

the housing areas...

night scenery...

the EYE OF MALAYSIA...

neway...i've got my licence...have been driving around town...so fun...but...it's kinda stressful at times...yeah...u'll get it when u have an adult beside you when you are driving...yeah...i haven realli mastered parking...i realize driving a kancil is actually the easiest...u dun have to worry bout small spaces...somehow...i have this phobia when there are cars driving so fast past my car...i'll alwiz slow down when i see cars driving past me...i have all these visions that i'll bang sumthin...so i'm thankful nth happen till now...i realli salute ppl like mun teng who seriously noes how to drive...when will i reach that level...i wonder..i shall practice more

patiently waitin...

sigh...my license is not here yet...i was told tat it took onli 2 days but 4 days have passed alreadi...and still...no license...so...no driving yet...

next, kiddy is not back yet...was suppose to be back today...but she'll only be back tomorrow...sigh...i'll have to wait too...

called my elder sis tat day...chatted quite long...she'll buy me souvenirs...yeah...my entire family is waitin for her to come back...so...i'll juz have to wait...

had this dilemma for the past few days...parents was suddenly thinkin whether to send me to a-levels or juz let me stay in f6...if i was to go for a-levels...i'm suppose to leave next week...i seriously have no idea which i want...so...i'll juz go wherever they send me to...eventually...my sis n some ppl think it's betta to stay in f6...so...most probably...i'll be in f6...

neway...tat's all...my stomach is kinda killin me...not feeling so good...havin cold sweat d...sob...cya

a wind of change...

yeah...quite many stuff happening here...i meant in m'sia...

1st - new ruling
all backseat passengers are required to wear seatbelt when they are in the car...so...as a good citizen...i've been wearing the seatbelt together with my younger sister...it feels rather weird tho...but we still have to get use to it...so...buckle up, ppl

2nd - increase in petrol n diesel price
passed by many petrol stations juz now...they were all filled with cars...there were stretches of cars all around the petrol stations...so, roads are practically jammed...and then i watched some chinese news...yeah...i watch CHINESE news...neway...onli the figures matter to me...yeah...was watchin...n these were the latest price for petrol n diesel

petrol : RM2.70 per litre
diesel : RM2.53 per litre

for diesel i'm not very sure...but...i tink it's somethin like tat la...so, save up on ur petrol...no more driving around for no reason...

yeah...tat's all la...oh ya...my elder sis will be back on the 15th of June...so it's onli a week away...n kiddy is back on fri...so...i'm patiently waitin...

good news...

hahaha...i PASSED my driving test today...weeeee...i'm gonna be on the road ppl...on the road for real....yeah...watch beh drive...hehe...but i still haven get my license...all i have now is my P stickers...but eventually, mummy says my driving not good...she doesn't trust me...sob sob...

tat's the first good news...the 2nd news is tat i have received my laptop...wee again...my red laptop...yeah...it's MINE...so now i'm typin on my laptop...while watchin tele...ain't this fun...haha...it's ok la...gettin used to it...i'll be bonded with this laptop till i graduate...yup...

moving on...my kiddy is in SUKMA...called her to update me bout the results...yeah...SUKMA is in terengganu...she said it's indoor...at least she wun get sunburn...yeah...hope she's doin well thr...she'll onli be back on friday...so...i've got to wait

neway...tomorrow will be my cousin's b'day...hehe....we bought him a t-shirt and stationaries...at least he'll never complain about not havin enough stationaries...yeah

i went and play badminton that day...haha...met some fella...he's actually in the same school as me...i never knew it until tat day...i actually see him before and i see him almost every week...yet...i couldn't recognize...the first time i met him in school, he looked familiar but i couldn't recall...

yeah...tat's all...

nth much...

another westlife song...hehe...this song is rather unforgettable...even after so many years...it still soothes the ear...hehe...i dunno whether u ppl remember the song...but i believe most of you do...

Swear It Again

I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they're lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

Chorus:
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are something's in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

Chorus

The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
The more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I

Chorus

neway...nth much happen today...nth much that can be posted about...haha...yeah...will be having my last driving lesson tomorrow before my real exam that will take place the following week...so...wish me luck...yeah...eyes are practically startin to droop down d...tryin my best to not fall asleep...hehe...yup...tat's all for the day...

cakes and smiles...

yeah...i went thru this blog...n every single thing she baked look so scrumptious and tempting...if you wan, you can check out this blog...cookingismypassion.blogspot.com/...n here are some of the cakes i found...it realli caught my attention...if onli i could bake like tat...wait...if onli i can even bake a cake...haha...so...feed your eyes with this heavenly sight...













yup...they are all cakes...for real...i would realli wanna have one of those cakes for my birthday...hehe

neway, movin on...yeah...someone sounds frustrated...n i'm worried for her...she juz dun seem to tell me stuff...so, i'll eventually find out later...so much later...now i'm feelin like a jerk for not being able to be there for her like how she was always there for me...neway, no matter wat, i'll alwiz be here for you...i'll be all ears and i'll offer you my best hugs whenever you need me...smile k...

urm...some quotes and diagnosis from the *cough* *whispers* famous *cough* dr beh...

A smile can brighten the darkest day. ~Author Unknown

psychologist beh says -
juz find a way to smile when you are down n everything will seem to look different(in a good way)...or maybe u can juz contact me...n i'll find all ways available to make you smile again...

It takes seventeen muscles to smile and forty-three to frown. ~Author Unknown

dr beh says -
by smiling, you will use up less energy...therefore, you will be able to save your energy by not frowning and then use it for gym later in the day...this way...u don't have to rest so much...hehe...but this reason is not usable as an excuse...muahahaha...

conclusion: juz smile, my little one...

smile k...like little pocoyo...

or maybe like this little kitten...okee??

luv ya!!