innocent lifes...

yeah...i was checkin thru my mail...and i came across this one mail...it's a petition passed around to collect 5000 names...it's a poem...and here it is...

I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink,
Mom, so I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right.
The party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I never knew what was coming,
Mom, something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
this girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high.
Because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven,
put ' Mommy's Girl' on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter,
Mom I'm getting really scared
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you,Mom!'
So I love you and good-bye.

neway...as i read through the poem...tears starting welling up...life is somehow unfair...the innocent ppl have to face the consequences of those who sinned or those who can only think about themselves...

somehow it reminded me of the dead body i saw in the mortuary...it was an old lady...she went marketing...she was banged by a car...but the stupid driver just left her to die...so it was a 'hit and run' accident...i saw her expression...the terrified expression...she died just like that...and the sad thing is that she wasn't havin any identity with her...so none of her family members knew that she was gone...none of her loved ones were aware that she died...

i stood there staring...looking at her...her life must have flashed before her...i just prayed...hoping that her family members can be located...neway...she died just like that...thanks to some stupid driver who was irresponsible to own up to his/her mistakes...some pathetic driver who is not bothered of other road users...some self-centred driver who only cared bout saving his own life...some ignorant driver who does not want to obey the speed limit or the rules...

neway...may that lady rest in peace...i know that she had found a betta place...cause she's in God's hands now...and for that driver...he will pay the price for what he/she had done...

May God bless those innocent lifes that had ascended to heaven...amen...

baking...

yeah...was bakin on saturday...baked cookies...for some fund raising thing

neway...pei qin, jenny and joan came over to my house to bake...we tried out 2 recipes...the first was from some kh book...the 2nd was from some recipe book...neway...yeah...because we din noe how to bake...so the outcome wasn't very satisfyin...the first batch of cookies came out burnt...haha...the 2nd batch came out ok...the 3rd batch came out tasteless...so overall...onli the 2nd batch was ok...and presentable...yeah...eventually...baking is not easy...not easy at all...at the end of the day...all 5 of us, including my younger sis were dead tired...oh ya...baking can actually build muscles...haha...u have to cream the butter and sugar...and also fold the flour in...dunno la...we were practically experimenting the recipe...but thankfully...the food was edible...haha

first batch...

2nd batch...

yeah...kiddy will be goin to hong kong on wed...for a week...sigh...so far away...neway...kiddy, have fun in hong kong k!! dun get lost ah...haha...take care...n take more pictures to show me when you are back...remember to enjoy disneyland to the max!!! haha...

k la...tat's all...oh ya...

Happy Deepavali!!!

speechless...

yeah...was havin dinner today...then i saw this big belly lady...din bother to look at the face...so...i predicted that the lady was pregnant...after finishin my meal...i juz took a glance at this lady with a big belly....and somehow...i got a shock...you muz be guessin tat i'm shock maybe because the stomach is juz fat...but no....the belly is real...she is pregnant...the fact that shocked me was her looks...if i'm not wrong...she is onli a TEENAGER around 15 to 17 years old...and she is PREGNANT...yup...PREGNANT....the moment i saw the girl...i glanced at my mum and my mum gave the same shocked look...

sigh...teenagers these days...they dun bother much bout education...they can even get pregnant at such a young age...all they care is love and attention from their boyfriend...wat disgust me more is the fact that their parents dun bother bout the fact that their kids are pregnant and becomin a mother at the age of 15....

at the age of 15, i was running around school carryin out errands and doin crazy stuff...i was dyin of stomach and muscle cramp instead of labour pain...gosh...at that age...i hardly knew boys...hmmm...ain't i an innocent and naive child?? at least i was kept far far away from social ills...hehe...i deserve a pat on my head...for being such a good girl...haha...

yeah...my sister gave me a very lame comment last night...i was studyin my pengajian am before sleepin...n i switched off the radio...then she was mumblin...she was askin y i study so much...then she ended up with one very interesting sentence...she said...."you are such a nerd..." gosh...like i haven heard tat enough in school...haha...neway...eventually...i silenced her n made her sleep....hahaha....evil mua

hmmm...it's juz half a day after the last paper...n i dunno wat to do...i was realli tempted to take my bio books and continue reading...but that'll realli prove my sister's words tat i am a nerd...so...i shall find something elso to do...

neway...one week of exam stress caused my acne to pop all over the forehead....aargh...have to go have an ops acne...

talkin bout ops acne...the school had this ops rambut...yeah...we went to every class and pulled out guys with long hair...then we had immediate action...hehehe...the discipline master cut their hair on that day itself...it was the biggest record...we caught about 160 ppl...but the miserable thing was we had to babysit them and make sure that nobody runs away....but eventually...a few ran out of school...so...the whole team of guy prefects together with mun teng, the mummy of unit 1 went running after the guys...so much drama...so fun ler...yeah...days in acs is never boring...you'll definately see somethin different each day...a new experience

yeah...tat's all for now

sleep deprived....

yeah...was havin my final year exams...have been sleeping late and wakin up in the middle of the night...realli sleep deprived...i still have one more paper tho...but...i shall literally let my hair down...haha...i say literally because my hair is practically let down everyday...cause it's SHORT...neway...i'll get back to business tomorrow...

hmmm...this whole week was ........ undescribable...the papers...the intense moments...the mind boggling questions...haha...i dunno...my mind was realli boggled...neway...after every soul destructive paper...there'll alwiz be sumthin that brings my soul back...haha...for this week...it was ice-cream gathering...haha...yeah...the whole big group of prefects will go to the canteen just to eat.... ICE-CREAM!!! hehe....we look pathetic tho...but it's fun...we'll start pouring out jokes...then we'll laugh till our stomach cramps...then...we'll all go home...

neway...went joggin today...haven been doin any physical activities for a very long time...so...after joggin quarter round in polo ground...i was out of breath...haha...lembik me...yeah...i jogged alone...cause mum played badminton with my sis n cousins...when i finished my jog...i joined them...then i saw this little boy tryin to join in...so...eventually...i ended up playin with tat little boy who i din know at all...he's 5 i tink...so small...n he keep serving the ball upwards instead of frontwards...so...it falls 50 cm in front of him...he also simply hit the ball in every direction...so...i have to run...n pick up balls...wat 'great' exercise...

after joggin...was dinner...n guessed wat i ate...i ate KFC...yeah...after burning a few calories in an hour...i gain them back in 15 minutes...so...i never noe the use of exercisin...but nvm...at least i tried...haha....

neway...gtg now...will update more later...*yawn*