two more weeks to go...

yup...i have just finished my first week of STPM...n it was...ok...i tink...neway...dun realli have much to type or talk...but i'm excited that CHRISTMAS IS NEAR!!!

ya...sometimes i get so cuckoo after studyin...i'll be singin christmas carols at my study table...thankfully...i was home alone...so no one knew i went insane...haha...neway...studyin can realli make ur mind go off at times...i kinda had short term memory loss in the pass few days...thank God the stuff i crammed to my brain din realli go missin...

neway...there's been quite a number of nice new songs...for example :
- 2 is better than 1 by 'Boys Like Girls' with Taylor Swift
- one time by Justin Bieber
- i look to you by Whitney Houston
- live like we're dying by Chris Allen

hmm...after listing them down...it doesn't seem like a big number...but neway...the song are nice...sorry ya...my taste is rather funny...i prefer slow songs...if you were to play some songs from the 70's, 80's, 90's...i would still like them...not all of them...but some of them...i realized that there are many bands during my childhood that went missing...bands like 98 degrees, 911, boyz to men, M2M, savage garden...hmm...

k la...kononnya had nth to say...i ended up typin an essay...or somethin close to an essay...cya...in 2 weeks time...at that time...i'll be FREE!!!

till then...goodbye...

upset and depressed

my day started off ok but i don't think it will end well...neway...i'm realli tired of everything...can i just leave everything behind and actually find something that i like to do? sometimes i feel like i don't even know what i want in life...i don't even know what are my visions and dreams...i just noe that i have to live up to everyone's expectation and make sure everyone's satisfied...

but am i?

i never dared to dream...cause these dreams are usually not mine...
i never dared to wish...for wishes don't usually come true...
all i do is just to follow the flow...and stick to the status quo...

more than words? nah...

i'm back from kl...neway...i haven't been touching my books for the past few days...n i have been having dreams bout my trial papers...i can practically see wat i answered on the papers in my dreams...hmm...

neway...i have been catching up on this chinese drama series..."Moonlight Resonance"...i tink...gosh...every episode made me darn emo ni...will be sobbing away at the sofa while my sis laughs her butt off seeing me so emo...

hmm...holidays have been ok so far...watched plenty of cartoons...spongebob, ben 10, tom and jerry, phineas and ferb...n my favourite...OGGY AND THE COCKROACHES....haha...it's violent...a milder version of Happy Three Friends tho...

talking bout happy three friends...my ringtone is the theme song of happy three frens..imagine when someone calls...n the annoying squeaky voice starts singing...hmmm...

k la...tat's all...

Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.

the loss of a vestigial organ...

hmm...had an operation to remove my appendix earlier...making me having one organ less than an ordinary human....neway...feeling better now...oh ya...to my buddies who were concerned bout me...i juz wanna say a big 'THANK YOU'...especially to the whole big gang that came and dropped by at the ward...i'm realli thankful to have you ppl in my life...

neway...was supposed to finish my last paper today...but unfortunately or fortunately...i have no idea which...today was announced as a school holiday...and because of that...my last paper is postponed to the day after the one week holiday...thus...my holiday...ain't much of a holiday after all...darn it...

tat's all...nitez

a tragic incident...

on the 29th of July 2009, the prefectorial board of SMK ACS Ipoh lost one of the good prefects...he was involved in a road accident....a tragic accident that took his life away...nobody expected it to happen...nobody expected him to leave...we all thought he would pull it through...it all happened too fast...n the sad thing is...he was or is only 17 years old...he did not even get a chance to sit for his SPM paper...we were all juz jokin and playin together days before tat...neway...he was a good guy...a cheerful guy...a 'happy-go-lucky' boy...the loss of him was a loss of a good prefect...a good companion...a good guy...and mostly...we've all lost a good friend...

to tevindiran...

i noe you are up thr looking down on all of us...i could see the amount of pain you had to go thru before leaving us by the scars on ur face...but i could also see the peace you had on ur face when u lied thr...i believe u are now at a better place...a place whr you'll be free of pain...the fact that you left us so soon still left us dumbfounded...but it also made us grew stronger and realize that life is short...ur lost has brought us together...neway...i have always admired how you never spent a day frowning...how you would plant little seeds of joy in our hearts...n how you would juz joke around the school...the space you left behind can never be replaced...take good care of yourself k...we'll miss you...

Tevindiran s/o Subramaniam

You'll always be remembered....
May you rest in peace...

"Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is a gift...
that's why it is called the 'PRESENT' "

so...enjoy today for it is God's gift for us, and make the best out of it,
because a day without a smile is a wasted day.

studies....happiness...n lambs??

haha...once again...after so long...i'm back...neway...holidays have just begun...n i'm kinda dying of boredom d...

exams was ok...got back most of the results d...i think it is ok...but i believe it can be improved...neway...i have been reflecting on a few questions after exams...hmm...firstly...how important is education in one's life?? i have always prioritized my studies...till i forget to see the things happening around me...there were so many things that i could have appreciated more in the past...looking back..i realized that my life was kinda pathetic...i was usually depressed bout my results...then after steppin into f6...i started lookin around at the ppl around me...i realize how some of my frens can still smile and laugh their heads off eventhough they failed their paper...i can't imagine wat wud happen to me if i ever failed my paper...it made me realized...in life...happiness does not onli revolve around gettin good results...there are other stuff in life can actually make u smile...n to think bout it...not all successful ppl are educated...u dun nid a hundred n one degree to be successful...all u nid is juz faith, hope and the strength to pick urself up after every fall...i'm not saying that studies are unimportant...but sometimes...thr is more to life than a string of As...hmmm....i can't believe i'm saying this....haha

ok...the next question i reflected on...who are the happiest ppl on earth? the richest? the most successful? i kinda discussed it with my frens...haha...yea...one said that happiness is not measurable...it depends on how each individual thinks bout happiness...it also depends on how one wants to be happy...u can be in the deepest pile of crappy problems but still smile your way thru it...or u can be in the biggest pile of wealth but still feel miserable about life...hmmm...it's all self induced...but eventually...we came to this random conclusion that children are sometimes the happiest ppl on earth...they hardly have anything to worry about...one minute, they might be mad at u for something...n the next minute...they will be stickin to u for company...they don't even noe wat an A is about...

neway...talkin bout kids...haha...my cousin bro is darn cute...he was singin 'mary had a little lamb'...n the funny thing is...he onli noes one line...so he sings the whole song with tat one particular phrase...after singin,

cousin bro : wat is a lamb?
me : a sheep
cousin bro : wat is a sheep?
me : urm...a goat
cousin bro : wat is a goat?
me : ah...*doin the mengembek sound* u noe not?
cousin bro : oooh....cow ah??
me : hmmm...no...cow's cousin...
cousin bro : aaah...horse??
me : nono...horse's fren...
cousin bro : ok...now i noe wat a lamb is...

so...does he noe wat a lamb is?? i guess not...haha

neway...tat's all...

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away..."

it's done....

canteen day is finally over...n it was quite a success...not forgettin how we look awesome in our new red t-shirt...hehe...neway...my whole body is achin thanks to canteen day...but anyhow...it was worth it...things went on quite smoothly...

the front

the back

neway....heard this song by neyo....the song is nice...the lyrics are interesting...but the music video is betta...u shud realli watch it...

MAD

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know so tops it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at m
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

you shud realli watch the video...neway...that's all...

H.A.C.K.S

it's not all about the results...it's the climb

hmm...heard this on the radio....i tink it's a meaningful song...sometimes we keep focusing on the results...we forget to appreciate the lessons we gain on the way...the lessons on life, friendship, trust, perseverance and in a guys school, the lessons on PATIENCE...patience is very vital to survive in a guys school...haha

The Climb - Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

neway...ticket sales have been ok...n i owe it to my ticket marketing team...bkavitha, sei mun, syn yi, yip lin, amirthan, shaventhan, bkarthik, mun choong, wai hung, nigel, joan, oon keh, sook kuen, carina and mun kean...THANK YOU!!!

hmm...many of unexpected stuff happen this year...the first is the victory of the prefectorial board in the sports day march pass...and 2nd...the school choir team victory...anyhow...the team did a great job...esp our president...Pei Qin!!! Well done! We're goin for the next round...so, wish us luck....

that's all for now...

wat a holiday....

hmm...it's been so long since my last post...neway...this one week of hols hardly feel like holidays...i din even have much time to laze around the house...but anyhow...at least i could wake up a little later and come online during this hols...

neway...how has life been for me??? hmm...it's bearable...but the fact that i will be sittin for my major exams this year freaks me out...but anyhow...i will pull myself thru...alive...

acs will be producing a play this year...and its "The Phantom of The Opera"...was supposed to be involved in the play...but thank God i didn't...try imaginin...me...on the stage...singin...with thick make up...and frilly dresses....hahaha....even i can't imagine myself in that position...neway...tickets for the play are up for sale d...so, if u are interested...you can actually contact me for the tickets...

neway...i dun have much to say...dunno y...not realli in the mood...k la...shall go continue nerdin...tat's all for today...nitez...

moo...

heyo...

HAPPY CHINESE '牛' YEAR!!!

hmm...it's been long since i've been online...neway...celebrated cny...and i'm still celebrating cny...the collection of angpaus this year is ok...but not as much as the previous year...but...anyhow...cny is more about family reunions...and this year...i had continuous family reunions...so...i'm rather satisfied...and filled...haha

moving on...went over to my friend's place to start our bug project...and sadly to say...many bug's legs were amputated today thanks to us...haha...they're legs are so insanely fragile...and their heads too...we kinda beheaded a few bugs...haha...but with the help of UHU glue...anything can be placed back together...

hmm...watched quite a lot of movies this year...
i watched AH LONG PTE LTD...it's farny...n hilarious...haha...i love the comedy...i also watched FOLLOW THE LAW....singapore movies are very entertaining indeed...

yeah...i have been watchin a few cartoons too...like KUNGFU PANDA...haha...not bad la...but didn't get to finish the movie...i also watched AVATAR...it was a movie...yeah...it's nice...real nice...but sadly...once again...i didn't get to finish the movie...i know i sound pathetic watching cartoons...but AVATAR is one interesting cartoon series...very interesting indeed...it's an action packed cartoon with loads of comedy...it's GOOD...

hmm...found a good quote...

"Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery,
Today is a GIFT,
That is why it is called the 'PRESENT' "

-Master Ooguay from Kungfu Panda-

makes sense, eh??

tat's all...nitez...

i'm back....

hmmm.....after so long not blogging....i'm finally back...hmm...another schooling year has begun....n things just seem the same...the only difference is the fact that my life depends on this crucial year...this year will also be my last schooling year...haha...so i hope i can make the most out of everything...

let's see....chinese new year is not too far away...i made 'kueh ka pet' , also known as love letters...fried 'nga ku'...bought my new clothes...but i haven't decorated my house...n i believe i will have to start soon...

neway...heard this song by Thriving Ivory...quite interesting...

Angels on the moon

Do you dream , that the world will know your name?
So tell me your name.
(Tell me your name.)
Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
(Anything at all.)
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel.
(I wanna feel.)
I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive...
To know I'm alive.
(To know I'm alive.)

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know.
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go.
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon.
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon.

Do you believe, in the day that you were born?
Tell me do you believe.
(Do you believe.)
Do you know, that every day's the first of the rest of your life.

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know.
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go.
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon.
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon.

This is to one last day in the shadows.
And to know a brother's love.
This is to New York City angels.
And the rivers of our blood.
This is to all of us, to all of us.

So don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know.
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go.
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon.
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon.

Yeah, you can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies.
And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side.
But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know, No I don't wanna know, no.

Don't tell me if I'm dying.
Don't tell me if I'm dying.
Don't tell me if I'm dying.

will update more when i'm free...cya!!

"don't tell me if i'm dying"...