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feelin realli exhausted...my muscles are in pain...can hardly move...neway...latest updates...

1. LTC is postponed...have to plan 5 cheers...n make my sketch more interesting
2. went for social service at some batu gajah spastic home...cleaned the place up...dressed them...clean their waste...not bad after all...
3. went to polo grounds for some debate training...was 'proposed' by some fella juz to say the word f**k...but i din say...
4. was hurt quite badly yesterday...but i'm fine now...
5. mentally depressed again...dunno y...
6. monthly test are comin...
7. have to plan for ping pong farewell...
8. have to plan for student's council's ltc
9. joinin some debate and it's on this coming friday...
10. bought myself a new pencil box...and it's red...

the movies i wud love to watch...
1. wanted
2. get smart
3. kungfu panda
4. hellboy
5. the incredible hulk
6. hancock
7. dark knight
8. wall-e

my head is achin...my muscles are achin...my eyes are aching...and i dun feel like eating...

oh ya...i wanna get myself a new wallet/purse...mine is 'tearing' apart...

neway...interesting song...it's lapuk...but the words are meaningful...and realistic

"Crazy"

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

breathe....

Wherever You Will Go

So lately, I've been wonderin

Who will be there to take my place

When I'm gone, you'll need love

To light the shadows on your face

If a great wave should fall

It would fall upon us all

And between the sand and stone

Could you make it on your own

[Chorus:]

If I could, then I would

I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out

The way to make it back someday

To watch you, to guide you

Through the darkest of your days

If a great wave should fall

It would fall upon us all

Well I hope there's someone out there

Who can bring me back to you

[Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope

Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how

My life and love might still go on

In your heart and your mind

I'll stay with you for all of time

[Chorus]

If I could turn back time

I'll go wherever you will go

If I could make you mine

I'll go wherever you will go

mentally, physically and emotionally challenged...

things haven been goin my way...when i wan to be somebody...eventually i became a nobody...but when i started to feel and be like a somebody...parents said it's better to be a nobody...when i tried to be somebody...everybody made me a nobody because they expect me to be a bigger somebody but as the bigger somebody is comin to me...more somebody are also coming to me...and now...practically i dunno which somebody to be...i wud like to be a big somebody...but at the same time...juz be a nobody at times...

sigh...my tiny little brain seriously can't think anymore...i've been exerting so much pressure...the onli thing i wanna do now is juz to scream my lungs out...things are not quite the same anymore...

fun is no more a part of my life... i can't even find myself time to have fun...mornin is school time...afternoon is tuition time...night is homework time...when is my time???

pressure is building up and life is gettin more and more depressed each day...there's seriously a lot of stuff in my mind that is bringing my spirit down...and my brain will juz have to survive thru this period of time...i nid a miracle...