Sunday, November 2, 2008

sick...yet again...

sigh...i'm down with flu again...maybe i'm just too exhausted after the workshop on saturday...neway...talkin bout the workshop...it was ok...everything went on fine...but my leg hurt so badly cause i was in my black shoes the whole day...even my arm muscles hurt...cause i took this big bag of rubbish to the rubbish bin...it was heavy...realli heavy...so now my arms are like jelly...

neway...had the same nightmare again...sigh...i dunno why i seem to be dreaming the same scenario...but this time...it's a higher level...and the sad thing is i always wake up sobbing...i have to realli find the core to all my nightmares...somehow i have different nightmares...some nightmares only happen when i am having fever...some once a month...some when i am tensed up...there is this one nightmare that i dreamt since i was a kid...the same place...the same strangers...the same scenario...n this particular nightmare only comes when i am having fever...weird...

yeah...i'm having strands of white hair...gosh...i'm gettin older...or maybe i'm just getting wiser...haha...

neway...tat's all for now...sigh...kiddy will onli be back in 2 days...have to tahan 2 more days...

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