...

haha....got these phrases and words from a mail i received...quite interesting...read and ponder on the words...

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

yeah...i shall continue with a few more pictures from my thailand trip...haha...these are a few pictures of the taxis available in thailand...haha...taxis there are very very colourful...they have blue, green, pink, yellow, orange, red and purple taxis...so cool...haha...sadly...i could only take a few pictures of these colourful taxis...

sunsets....from the plane...

for now...i will onli put the pictures of sunset i took from the plane...will update more later...k la...gtg....brain hurting...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

"TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY!! FA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA......"

30 Things To Do In An Elevator ...

It's kinda lame...but funny...haha...got it from some mail...so...enjoy....

1. When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.
2. Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
   
3. Ask if you can push the buttons for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4. Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor you're on.
5. Hold the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After awhile, let the doors close and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"
6. Drop a pen and wait until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"
7. Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
8. Move your desk in to the elevator and whenever someone gets on, ask if they have an appointment.
9. Lay down a Twister mat and ask people if they'd like to play.
10. Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on ask them if they hear something ticking.
11. Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exit with the passengers.
12. Ask, "Did you feel that?"
13. Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14. When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay. Don't panic, they open up again."
15. Swat at flies that don't exist.
16. Tell people that you can see their aura.
17. Call out, "Group hug!" then enforce it.
18. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"
19. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"
20. Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
21. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "You're one of THEM!" and back away slowly.
22. Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.
23. Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25. Grinning, stare at another passenger for a while, and then announce, "I have new socks on."
26. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, "This is my personal space."
27. Offer name tags to all the other passengers. Wear yours upside down.
28. When the elevator reaches a floor, pretend you're struggling to open the door. And when it opens, by itself, play embarrassed.
29. Murmur, "Have to pee, have to pee", then say "Oooppps!"
30. When everything is quiet, ask "Who's cell phone is that?"

another month gone in a blink....

haha...i din realize it's been so long since my last post...it's already december...n christmas is coming soon...sigh...how time flies...

neway...went to sunway lagoon during the weekends...went with my cousins...eventually...i was the eldest kid thr...so...my duty thr was to babysit them and be their lifeguard...i practically brought them around the water park...the adults didn't want to play because they wanted to stay dry...so i had to drag the kids everywhr i go...yea...i had to babysit 5 kids...3 boys and 2 girl...youngest was 3 years old...eldest, excluding me was 12 years old...it wasn't easy bringin them around...the older ones will wan to play the big slides...the little ones will wan to play the kid's slide...n when the little ones play...i will be so worried that they will drown...so i ended up catching them at the bottom of every slide...the first thing i ask when they reach the bottom was, "are you ok? did water enter ur nose? wanna go again?" n when they wanna go for 2nd rounds...they will drag me along...so...my duty in the theme park was just to babysit them...oh ya...it rained in kl for that entire day...so...we played in the water under the rain...how fun...

yea...painted my house today...painting is not as easy as it looks...i was incharge of the big roller...so...i had to carry the big roller n rolled it on the walls...for the first 30 minutes...it was fun...but as time passes...my arm got tired...so...i slowed down my pace...and after 1 hour...i can hardly feel my arm...it was numb...n because i held the roller so tightly...my hands are covered with 4 blisters...luckily they are tiny blisters...but they still hurt...especially when u have to hold the steering wheel...sob...

hmm...oh ya...i got my new glasses...they are photochromic glasses....they get darker when exposed to sunlight...therefore...they are not cheap...so now...i kinda change my glasses twice a day...i wear the new pair after bathing in the morning...n the old pair when i wanna study or do dirty stuff like painting...yeah..the reason i wear the old one while studyin is because i usually sleep with my glasses on n with my book in my arm...so...i do not wanna damage my new glasses...hahaha...i know that is a very lame reason...

neway...i kinda grounded myself...i realize i have been goin out too often...n i haven been studying much...mum kinda nagged a little...so...i shall be a good girl n stay at home n start cramming my brain with loads of information...but i will still drive around town once a while...haha...

ok...this last part is important...calling out to all MGS IPOH 5 Sc 1 classmates of 2007...yeah...some of us in Ipoh have been dicussing n most of us would like to have a reunion...the prob is...i dunno when most of u ppl are free...so...if you wud like to have a reunion...pls inform me...my phone no is still the same...i might juz set a date and venue and juz see how many can make it...but for now...no confirmations...

tat's all...nitez...

so close...but never too far??

was watching ENCHANTED on star movies...haha...n once again...i fell for the song...it's a nice song ler...

"SO CLOSE"

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

haha....neway....went back to hometown...yea...was sittin there...watching some hokkien karaoke show...nearly died of boredom...i was pratically staring at the chinese words tryin to understand...n surprisingly...i could understand a few here and there...i'm not a hokkien...but grandparents like to watch hokkien shows...so...we have to join them...neway, i ate seafood...haha...yum yum....yea...seafood there is cheap...not that cheap...but cheaper than town...cause it's a fishing village...so...i fed myself...n made myself a step closer in becoming a pig...haha...

oh ya...i saw sumthin very gross...ok...not gross...but juz an eye sore...haha...yea...my dad was driving...and some mat rempits came speeding by...n there was this big guy on the bike...as they were speeding...their clothes were flyin...and this big guy...he's shirt was exceptionally big...due to his humongous waistline...so...the shirt was flying and flapping at full blast...and the gross thing is...his pants were slippin...n i believe his underwear too...so...we could see the valley...so grosssss....nearly puked my entire dinner out...hahaha....

neway...i tested my driving skills in the afternoon...i took my aunt's manual car and started driving...and i actually remembered how to handle a manual gear...i was so worried the engine might just die at the traffic light...haha...but with my skills...i didn't...if it did...tat'll be very embarassing....haha...but auto is definately a lot easier than manual...thank God for the creation of auto gears...

yeah...tat's all...

j mpwf zpv...

Is this me??

"This is me"

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I had this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm going to let it show
It's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I've found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I've found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Hmm...have been listening to this song...the lyrics are interesting...and it made me think...again...all this while...am i even me?? have i found who i am? or am i just a programmed robot? is thr even a voice in my head? whr am i supposed to be?? do i want to do wat i'm doin now? wat is my dream? n wat is my future?? do i realli wan to choose the medical field??

guess wat....i seriously have no answers to those questions...i seriously don't know...darn...life was suppose to be simple...it seemed to be simple...it was believed to be simple...ppl say that life was made simple..it is individuals who made it complicated...but to me...life is complicated...n humans made it more twisted and messed up...and i am like a 5 year old kid...trying to find my way through this complicated life and trying to stay alive...

hmmm...hv been reflecting a lot...what if i die tomorrow....have i realli enjoyed my life in the past 17 years? did i make the best of my life? i wonder...neway...i dunno what lies ahead of me...i realli wanna make the best of my life....but i dunno whether i can do it....i noe it all lies in my hands...but my hands juz dun seem to budge...i am still afraid...afraid of something...something that held me back all this while...

hmmmmm.....

i wan to be a kid again....life wudn't be so complicated...

cookies and cupcakes...

yeah....these are the pictures of the cookies and biscuits my friends and i baked...they look yummy...rite?? haha...


hmm...might be baking sometime this week...was tempted to bake a cake...neway...have been exercising...haha...yeah...have been swimming...playing badminton...playing ping pong...but eventually...after sweating a bucket full...i was stuffed with food again...so my energy used was wasted...haha....but the good thing is...my badminton skills are a little betta...haha...for someone who never knew how to play badminton until she was 14(or around that age)...my ping pong balls are faster...but have to work on some areas...like pushing...n dad keeps smashin the balls...i dun like it when he smash ping pong balls...you can hardly see the ball....

hmmm...have been listening to some songs on the radio...n i'm getting kiddy's disease...haha...the keep-changin-radio-channel disease...haha...somehow...it does get annoyin when u hear more talkin than songs....so i'll be flicking the channels while i'm driving...from hitz to fly to mix than back to hitz...haha....oh ya....david cook's new song ain't tat nice...

pretty pic...

holidays.....

yeah....the first monday of the holidays...went and watch bond today...it's ok onli la...so much fight scenes...every scene someone dies...then blast here....shoot there....hit this...bang that...yea...it's FILLED with fighting scenes...

neway...was trying to be a good samaritan yesterday...my family and i was on a mission to save a puppy from the monsoon drain located behind my house...cause it was raining...and we were worried it will get swept away by the rising water...so...with an excited spirit to save the puppy...i jumped into the drain...ok...fine...i din jump into the drain...i climbed into the drain...so...i was walking towards the puppy...and for the first time...i realize how slippery algae can be...i was juz walking on the wet ground...thinkin tat i wun slip cause i wasn't running...but i was wrong...after walkin for 2 metres...i almost slipped...but i succeded to stay on my feet due to my good balancing skills...haha...

so...i cautiously continued my mission to save the puppy...this time...taking smaller steps and a slower speed...but once again...the algae defeated me...i was dancing on algae tryin to maintain my balance...but at the end...i slipped...and landed on my butt...it hurts bad...and my whole shirt and pants were covered with green algae...and pathetically...my clothes were white...my dad and my sis were giving me sound effects from afar when i fell silently...they scream as tho they felt my pain...haha...neway...as i continued walking...the puppy started running away...so...at the end...my mission was a failure...sob...so i had to climb out of the big drain...and in the process of climbing out...i got myself scratched by some boulder...it hurts...sob...so now...thrs a plaster on my knee...pity me...haha

yeah...tat's all...mission 911 was a failure...haha

the last few days of school...

yeah...tomorrow will be my last day in lower 6...next year will be a tough year...n life will not be so fun anymore...how i hope lower 6 was longer...hmmm....these few months in lower 6 had been fun...there will always be something to laugh about everyday...and the guys will alwiz have their lame ways to make u laugh...eventually...and surprisingly...i never had so much fun in school before...haha...pathetic me...

neway...last few days in school will usually be filled with games and leisure time...but sadly for us...in lower 6...we have classes till the last day of school...and not forgetting...the homework that comes along...while everybody else is playing UNO...we are sittin in class trying to absorb all the facts and equations taught...n thankfully...the facts actually get into the brain...

yea...the upcoming holiday won't be a holiday...will have to start bucking up on my studies...finish my assignments...go to school for duties and practices...and finish all my homework...and i'll have to catch bugs for my bio project...and preserve leaves...hmmm...not forgettin my tuitions...there goes my holidays...

neway...movies i wanna watch...

in the cinemas...
1. 007
2. chihuahua
3. madagascar
4. bolt!!

on HBO
1. TRANSFORMERS!!!
2. game plan
3. nanny diaries (i dunno whether it's right...but it's sumthin like tat)

i just hope i can watch some of the movies listed above...hmmm

k la...tat's all for now...

truths in life...

yeah...i got this from the odyssey 2008...n i find them interesting...

a sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let it go...

the best kind of friend is the kind that you can sit on a porch to swing with, never say a word and then walk away like it was the best conversation that you've ever had...

it's true that we don't know what we've got until we lost it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives...

it takes only a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone BUT it takes a lifetime to forget someone...

don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

always put yourself in someone else's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts them too.

love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone was smiling. Life your life so that when you die, you're the only one smiling while everyone around you is crying.

neway...i dunno why i've been feelin so stressed up lately...sigh...

oooh ya...guess wat was i spotted in my neighbourhood...i spotted a HORNBILL bird...haha...it was a hornbill...can you believe that we actually have hornbills flyin around my housing area...haha... my sister and i got kinda excited when we saw the bird...wanted to take a picture...but by the time i took my phone out...the bird flew away...saddening...

hmmm...we had interesting experiments this week...for bio...we did preservation of bugs...yup...big bugs and small bugs...let me roughly tell you the procedure of insect preservation...

for big insects...you have to first kill it with chloroform...then...we have to dissect the insect...yup...dissect an insect...hmm...we have to remove all the stuff in it's abdomen...and the stuff we removed ain't so pretty...there'll be this long thing that looks like an intestine...some other guey stuff...some eggs...some sac...n many other unidentified organs...we have to dig everything out to ensure the bug doesn't rot...yup...once the abdomen is empty...we soaked the bug in formalin...and then dry it a little...since the abdomen is empty...we replaced the contents in the abdomen with cotton...to give shape to that insect...yeah...then...we juz place it in the oven...and tada.....a preserved insect!!

for smaller insects...it's simple...just soak it in formalin and then place it in the oven...and you're done...yeah...tat's all bout insects preservation...

njttjo zpv...

sick...yet again...

sigh...i'm down with flu again...maybe i'm just too exhausted after the workshop on saturday...neway...talkin bout the workshop...it was ok...everything went on fine...but my leg hurt so badly cause i was in my black shoes the whole day...even my arm muscles hurt...cause i took this big bag of rubbish to the rubbish bin...it was heavy...realli heavy...so now my arms are like jelly...

neway...had the same nightmare again...sigh...i dunno why i seem to be dreaming the same scenario...but this time...it's a higher level...and the sad thing is i always wake up sobbing...i have to realli find the core to all my nightmares...somehow i have different nightmares...some nightmares only happen when i am having fever...some once a month...some when i am tensed up...there is this one nightmare that i dreamt since i was a kid...the same place...the same strangers...the same scenario...n this particular nightmare only comes when i am having fever...weird...

yeah...i'm having strands of white hair...gosh...i'm gettin older...or maybe i'm just getting wiser...haha...

neway...tat's all for now...sigh...kiddy will onli be back in 2 days...have to tahan 2 more days...

innocent lifes...

yeah...i was checkin thru my mail...and i came across this one mail...it's a petition passed around to collect 5000 names...it's a poem...and here it is...

I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink,
Mom, so I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right.
The party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I never knew what was coming,
Mom, something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
this girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high.
Because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven,
put ' Mommy's Girl' on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter,
Mom I'm getting really scared
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you,Mom!'
So I love you and good-bye.

neway...as i read through the poem...tears starting welling up...life is somehow unfair...the innocent ppl have to face the consequences of those who sinned or those who can only think about themselves...

somehow it reminded me of the dead body i saw in the mortuary...it was an old lady...she went marketing...she was banged by a car...but the stupid driver just left her to die...so it was a 'hit and run' accident...i saw her expression...the terrified expression...she died just like that...and the sad thing is that she wasn't havin any identity with her...so none of her family members knew that she was gone...none of her loved ones were aware that she died...

i stood there staring...looking at her...her life must have flashed before her...i just prayed...hoping that her family members can be located...neway...she died just like that...thanks to some stupid driver who was irresponsible to own up to his/her mistakes...some pathetic driver who is not bothered of other road users...some self-centred driver who only cared bout saving his own life...some ignorant driver who does not want to obey the speed limit or the rules...

neway...may that lady rest in peace...i know that she had found a betta place...cause she's in God's hands now...and for that driver...he will pay the price for what he/she had done...

May God bless those innocent lifes that had ascended to heaven...amen...

baking...

yeah...was bakin on saturday...baked cookies...for some fund raising thing

neway...pei qin, jenny and joan came over to my house to bake...we tried out 2 recipes...the first was from some kh book...the 2nd was from some recipe book...neway...yeah...because we din noe how to bake...so the outcome wasn't very satisfyin...the first batch of cookies came out burnt...haha...the 2nd batch came out ok...the 3rd batch came out tasteless...so overall...onli the 2nd batch was ok...and presentable...yeah...eventually...baking is not easy...not easy at all...at the end of the day...all 5 of us, including my younger sis were dead tired...oh ya...baking can actually build muscles...haha...u have to cream the butter and sugar...and also fold the flour in...dunno la...we were practically experimenting the recipe...but thankfully...the food was edible...haha

first batch...

2nd batch...

yeah...kiddy will be goin to hong kong on wed...for a week...sigh...so far away...neway...kiddy, have fun in hong kong k!! dun get lost ah...haha...take care...n take more pictures to show me when you are back...remember to enjoy disneyland to the max!!! haha...

k la...tat's all...oh ya...

Happy Deepavali!!!

speechless...

yeah...was havin dinner today...then i saw this big belly lady...din bother to look at the face...so...i predicted that the lady was pregnant...after finishin my meal...i juz took a glance at this lady with a big belly....and somehow...i got a shock...you muz be guessin tat i'm shock maybe because the stomach is juz fat...but no....the belly is real...she is pregnant...the fact that shocked me was her looks...if i'm not wrong...she is onli a TEENAGER around 15 to 17 years old...and she is PREGNANT...yup...PREGNANT....the moment i saw the girl...i glanced at my mum and my mum gave the same shocked look...

sigh...teenagers these days...they dun bother much bout education...they can even get pregnant at such a young age...all they care is love and attention from their boyfriend...wat disgust me more is the fact that their parents dun bother bout the fact that their kids are pregnant and becomin a mother at the age of 15....

at the age of 15, i was running around school carryin out errands and doin crazy stuff...i was dyin of stomach and muscle cramp instead of labour pain...gosh...at that age...i hardly knew boys...hmmm...ain't i an innocent and naive child?? at least i was kept far far away from social ills...hehe...i deserve a pat on my head...for being such a good girl...haha...

yeah...my sister gave me a very lame comment last night...i was studyin my pengajian am before sleepin...n i switched off the radio...then she was mumblin...she was askin y i study so much...then she ended up with one very interesting sentence...she said...."you are such a nerd..." gosh...like i haven heard tat enough in school...haha...neway...eventually...i silenced her n made her sleep....hahaha....evil mua

hmmm...it's juz half a day after the last paper...n i dunno wat to do...i was realli tempted to take my bio books and continue reading...but that'll realli prove my sister's words tat i am a nerd...so...i shall find something elso to do...

neway...one week of exam stress caused my acne to pop all over the forehead....aargh...have to go have an ops acne...

talkin bout ops acne...the school had this ops rambut...yeah...we went to every class and pulled out guys with long hair...then we had immediate action...hehehe...the discipline master cut their hair on that day itself...it was the biggest record...we caught about 160 ppl...but the miserable thing was we had to babysit them and make sure that nobody runs away....but eventually...a few ran out of school...so...the whole team of guy prefects together with mun teng, the mummy of unit 1 went running after the guys...so much drama...so fun ler...yeah...days in acs is never boring...you'll definately see somethin different each day...a new experience

yeah...tat's all for now

sleep deprived....

yeah...was havin my final year exams...have been sleeping late and wakin up in the middle of the night...realli sleep deprived...i still have one more paper tho...but...i shall literally let my hair down...haha...i say literally because my hair is practically let down everyday...cause it's SHORT...neway...i'll get back to business tomorrow...

hmmm...this whole week was ........ undescribable...the papers...the intense moments...the mind boggling questions...haha...i dunno...my mind was realli boggled...neway...after every soul destructive paper...there'll alwiz be sumthin that brings my soul back...haha...for this week...it was ice-cream gathering...haha...yeah...the whole big group of prefects will go to the canteen just to eat.... ICE-CREAM!!! hehe....we look pathetic tho...but it's fun...we'll start pouring out jokes...then we'll laugh till our stomach cramps...then...we'll all go home...

neway...went joggin today...haven been doin any physical activities for a very long time...so...after joggin quarter round in polo ground...i was out of breath...haha...lembik me...yeah...i jogged alone...cause mum played badminton with my sis n cousins...when i finished my jog...i joined them...then i saw this little boy tryin to join in...so...eventually...i ended up playin with tat little boy who i din know at all...he's 5 i tink...so small...n he keep serving the ball upwards instead of frontwards...so...it falls 50 cm in front of him...he also simply hit the ball in every direction...so...i have to run...n pick up balls...wat 'great' exercise...

after joggin...was dinner...n guessed wat i ate...i ate KFC...yeah...after burning a few calories in an hour...i gain them back in 15 minutes...so...i never noe the use of exercisin...but nvm...at least i tried...haha....

neway...gtg now...will update more later...*yawn*

Little Wonders...

watched Meet the Robinsons today...it was a nice movie...yeah...the song was also nice...deep meaning...

"Little Wonders"

Let it go
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in
Let your clarity define you
In the end
You will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain

Let it slide
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine,
Till you feel it all around you
And I don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by
It's the heart that really matters in the end

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain

All of my regret
Will wash away somehow
But I cannot forget
the way I feel right now

In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Yeah, these twisted turns of fate
Time falls away
Yeah, but these small hours,
These small hours
Still remain

Yeah, oh they still remain
These little wonders
All these twists and turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders
Still remain

dreams...

hmm...have been dreamin on a lot of weird stuff...

1st dream - talking animals

yeah...i dreamt bout a talking dog...don't ask me why i dreamt bout it...but i juz did...haha...it was a stray dog...i dreamt tat i picked it up...it was a brown dog...dunno what breed...neway...as i picked it up, i started talkin to the dog...n the dog eventually talked back...haha...yeah...it talked...the dog actually told me his whole life...how he was abandoned and how he ended up at the streets...yeah...after that, i woke up d...

2nd dream - dead body

ok...this dream was a little scary...yeah...i dreamt that i played candles in grandma's house...then suddenly, we found a dead body outside the house...it was a dead kid...quite small ni...n the body was blue d...yeah..i can't remember how the kid looked like...neway...yeah...dead body...we were eventually trying to get rid of the body..so...we put it in a black plastic bag...then...the next day came...the mbi workers were collecting rubbish...n they found the body...they suspect that we murdered the kid...but we said we did nth...we found the kid in that condition d...then.........i woke up d....haha....

3rd dream - spirits...

yeah...another scary dream...once again...i was playin candles...hahaha...i wonder wat's with candles and dreams...neway...let me get back to the story...yeah...i was playin...then...the heavy gate suddenly juz pushed open...it's not the automatic gate ler...it was the old ones...n it was like somebody pushed it open...but thr was nobody at the gate...neway...after it was opened, it was closed back...n it was latched...haha...yeah...everything moved by itself...then ah...some newspaper startin to walk around...haha...yeah...then...once again..i woke up...

yup...those are my dreams...my weird dreams...haha...

neway...i have been hurtin a lot of ppl these days...i dunno y...i never meant to hurt anybody...sigh...juz wanna say sorry...sorry for everything...

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cameron highlands and it's greeneries...

Veggies...

Strawberries...

Flowers...pretty pretty flowers...

Fruits/Veggies...

yeah...tat's all...somehow...i dunno y it looks a little blur...muz be my phone...or my photography skills...haha...